I stare blankly
on a page
Trying to form
words not out of rage
From my heart
which spoke out again
Reminding me
such feeling I can’t explain
So I tried to
practice metacognition
To know what’s
in you that keeps me in motion
Memories of me
and you started to flash
Specifically to
the moment which giggles both of us
I did ask you
what neckties can do
You puzzled
your face looking for a clue
Trying to fit
everything, hardly you do
Luckily you
didn’t know it until I showed it to you
Should I say
favour was on my side?
Or it’s just
you want to let go as well what you felt inside?
As romantic can
lovers do to whom they loved
I did it
without you seeing it bad
I smiled with
that thought and realized
Time flew fast
but we had seized it to last
A sweet memory
we had built sometime
A throw back of
our days so fine
I sighed and
slouch on my chair
It took a while
for me to see it clearer
Was I like a
falling leaf on your ground?
Or was it just
a friendly affection I didn’t understand?
You have summoned
me in words
That it’s time
to bring it to our next life’ episode
I tried to
digest everything and absorb
But I’m afraid
I couldn’t do what it should
I have to say
“forgive me, I can’t grant
what you’ve
been longing inside your heart”
It’s not because
I don’t feel the way you do
It’s just I’m
afraid we’ll just earned blue
There are
things we must hold dear
And focus on as
we continue our trail
It may be hard
but I know we can
It’s the best
we can do while were around
Tell me I’m
coward enough to take such risk
But I can’t
sacrifice what I think is best
I’d rather take
such pain knowing I can still be with you
Than reminisce
excruciating moments and losing someone like you.
I took a deep
breath and wipe such tears
Rushing running
down on such a lovely face
There are few
open doors we have to consider
Trust me, it
will be for the better.
Maybe it was by
chance our roads met
But I believe
it’s a choice we won’t regret
To settle in
each others’ heart until our time runs out
And make the
best of it entwined with an eros love
I infer not all
“yes” in life brings happiness
Nor all “wait”
could train one’s patience
Meanwhile “no”
doesn’t always compliments negative
Because like
now, it holds on to what we believed.
